6/5/13

The Hunger and Lack Thereof

I have a refrigerator full of food, but because of my heartache over another misled man I want nothing to eat.
People are suffering worldwide, more than I can possibly understand in my privileged state... and all I can think about is my pain.

Something has got to change in my heart.

It won't help to lie that my pain is nothing.  It's true, I've been through some hellish things like anyone.  The world can be an awful place for every creature.  Sorrow and strife do not discern between demographics.
But a freshening, an enlarging, of my (naturally) limited perspective would help me.  It would also help the world, if I truly grasp the situation and let God's revolution become my priority instead of "what I do once a month so at least I'm doing something."

If you're of the encouraging mind, I would be grateful for your words in this time.  I'm tired of being sad, of feeling sorry for everything and mostly myself.  I want a LIFE, not just broken loves.